What I wouldn't give...

for a bottomless cup of coffee right now.

I didn't sleep, AT ALL last night. I'm so tired that my eyes feel like I rubbed sand in them.

I could sit right here, in my bed and stare into nothing with a big cup of coffee, and be totally content.

*sigh*

Thought of the Day Thursday

It's been a while since I've made a "Thought of the Day" post....so here goes.

My thought for today...why is it that grown-ass women act like fools when they are lumped together in a room/message board? I mean REALLY? Seriously though.

One woman says something, another woman jumps on her. Another woman defends the first one... one defends the second...and before you know it you have a bitch-fight...and not the good kind with jello.

I just don't understand why women feel so inclined to tear each other apart the way that we do. What happened to the feeling of sisterhood and solidarity?

I swear its like Junior Freakin Highschool.

Wordless Wednesday

53 more days...

For those of you who know me well enough to know what I'm counting down to...

We are at 53 more days.

53 more days until the world makes sense again.

Eight Years ago today...

I gave birth.

Happy Birthday Lilybug!

After 77 and a half hours of intense mind-bending pain my first baby was born.

WOW.

Doesn't seem like it was that long ago...but a whole other lifetime all the same. So much has changed in these short 8 years...

Anyways. Happy Birthday to my baby.

2008: My year in review

2008 is over. It's been over for a few days now, but I haven't had time til just now, to officially blog in the new year.

2008 was a long, painful and difficult year, and though a couple of awesome things did happen... I am not sorry to say goodbye to it.

I gained some friends, and lost a friend... I lost a family, but gained one too. I broke someones heart, but then found the person who had been waiting all along for mine.

I fell in love and got engaged... I started planning for our future which is something that I don't tend to do. I'm not so good at planning, I'm really more of a "take things as they come" kind of person. It generally leads to disapointment to plan things out in too great of detail.

I've learned alot about myself, and what I am capable of enduring.

I'm happy with the live I've been given, and I'm looking forward to what 2009 has to offer.